Hence, I am writing this on Sunday afternoon at 1pm and I am beyond exhausted. I've already changed my editorial calendar about 4 times within the past hour (picture below to prove it) because I having a massive brain fart.
|Scatter brained & chocolate & lip balm #Sunday|
The past three weeks have been an emotional world wind and it's been taking a physical toll on me. Being anxious and nervous constantly is exhausting, believe it or not, and I have been an emotional wreck... for good reasons.
I have officially accepted a position to be the social media coordinator of a major makeup brand. I'm unsure if I could say what brand here but I'm sure if you follow me on social media, you will find out soon enough. Interviewing for the job and going through the entire emotional process of realizing that my entire world is about to change was scary.
For the past 9 months, I have been working part time at an amazing, incredible company with some of the most creative and smartest people I have ever encountered but I knew that coming up on a year out of school, I needed to establish a more permanent, set in stone routine.
Knowing that you are going to start a full time job where you are responsible for everything, it's intimidating, so emotionally, I've been drained.
It's my last week at my current company and I start my new job on Monday (omg) so I've been trying to get a grasp on everything.
This weekend (remember, it's Sunday as I'm writing this haha) I was so busy. I went out for dinner and drinks with my sorority sister on Friday, Saturday afternoon I hung out with one of my friends, and then Saturday night I went out with all my college friends to a bar in Manhattan. I never do that much in one weekend and with everything going on, it's taken a toll on me.
Hence why I'm rambling and maybe not making total sense (#LOL). It's also why this week's blog posts have been more chill and not too hefty. I have a feeling that while I'm getting adjusted to my new job, my blog posts will be a little lighter but once I get into my routine, everything will go back to normal.
I'll be doing a full blown post grad update in a few weeks to really get into the nitty gritty of how I've been feeling.
For now, take a look at some stuff I've been up too. I've been getting into the habit of taking more pictures of random things during my day haha.
|It was raining in Manhattan on the day of my interview and clearly, I didn't have protection.|
|I'm 22 years old and still get Easter baskets #zerochill|
|Selfies on Easter Sunday|
|Snuggled up watching Opening Day because there was nothing else on|
|A quote from a book I was reading on my iPhone; loved it so much I had to screenshot! |
Book review coming soon
|You bet your little butts I have a review on the prettiest palette ever coming soon! #mailday|
|On the end of a long week, I did not want to wakeup, hence my snapchat|
|Much needed Mexican food & sangria with my best friend|
|Red lips on a Saturday night and snapchat emojis, duhhh|
|Trying to be artsy; did I do good?|