October 1, 2013

Tuesday Inspiration

I feel like I'm drowning. I'm drowning and I can't catch my breath. I've said it the past few weeks that I need to get my act together and focus on what's important, get organized, and just stay together at the seams. The past few weeks I have not held up my end of the bargain.

Everything just seems so dramatic to me. I can't get a hold of everything in my life, everything is just slipping through the cracks and I don't know how to fix it.

Everything from my social life, to school, to the sorority, to my blog...nothing is right, everything is a mess. I don't know how to fix everything, I don't have all the answers. It's getting to be too much.

I knew that when I started the semester I would have this trouble, my schedule is just too much for me to handle. I have too many responsibilities and not enough motivation. I'm trying to do everything I want to during my senior year and it's just not plausiable. My days are filled with meetings and work and class, my nights are filled with homework and sorority paper work and my mind is filled with worry and anxiety that I won't be able to do it all.

I need a personal assistant, or three to help me with everything. Planning events, responding to emails, and just being a college student...when did I become the hair brained girl who is too stressed to function? I've always been dramatic and prone to break downs but when you break down during a sorority meeting, and you're the Vice President...it probably is time to tell yourself to settle down.

There is just too much on my plate and I'm finally admitting that I'm not super woman and I can't do it all. 

I need a mental health day or two to collect my thoughts and just pull myself together. I hate feeling like I'm falling apart at the seams and there is nothing I could do to help. 

Who do I contact about adding extra hours in the day or an extra day to my week? Because that's just what I need.

I'm not saying this to complain or make excuses. I'm not saying it to show that I'm weak and not put together at the moment. I'm saying it because I want you to learn from my mistakes. Don't take on too much at once, even though you may want to do everything and you want to do it perfectly, the stress and worry isn't always worth it. 

Do what you love but make sure it's not taking away from who you are.

Here are a few quotes that I really need over the next few days:






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